hmmm....

Thanks be to God at tapos na ang Christmas. masaya naman sya because of family reunion. Kaso dama ko talaga ang pagkawala ni lola at ni lolo.Grabe namimiss ko sila. Namimiss ko din si Inang at si Tita Pong. Grabe ulila na talaga ako sa lolo at lola.Hay..... Drama to the max. I have my interview today at SQME ok nman yung interview ko. Super at ease ako kc ang bait nung interviewer. Kaso nung sinabi ko na pumasa ako sa accenture grabe imbes na ibenta yung company nila binenta yung accenture. Malabo pa ang hinaharap ko. D ko lam kung may job ako pag graduate ko. sana meron. Kc ngayon pa lang me mga tumatawag na. Its up to me choose the best kung saan may carreer growth. Wish ko lang na tama yung mapili ko. Hay....natatakot kc ako na nagsisistawag sila ngayon eh d pa ako makapagdecide kc nga aral pa ako. mamaya paggraduate ko wala na yung offer. E d ala me job. Gusto ko panaman mag work para me matulong me sa family. Kc feeling ko super inutil ko sa kanila. ang tamad tamad ko.hay...

New Album

breaking

December, the month that everybody loves and the month that I feel weird. So many things happen these past few days in me. Im about to break. So many heartache and sometimes I feel I wanna ... I feel I can be better than what I am right now. i can do more and I can be more but I cant because of the people who surrounds me. I wish I can be free of them but I cant. Sometimes the only solution that I can think is to ... and to be reincarnated again. Im like a bottle that full of emotions that I cant show, that I cant express. I cant show my anger to anyone. Eventhough I wanna punch somebody to feel better. I just kept it inside of me. I wanna cry but cant coz people will see. Im writing this to express and channel some of my emotions but I think its much more better in paper. I think its time to buy a diary again and write. its december 22 and im buying gifts for my mom and sis. But the gifts that I want for them is out of stock. Hayyy... Companies start calling me for an interview and I have to decide this week if Im gonna accept that training. I dunno if I will. hay... December. People are so hypocrite. Im so cynic... Im not this. I used to be a happy person but now I always feel sad and lonely. College change me. And I hate it. If I can go turn back time I think I'll go back in HS. Probably 2nd year and start correcting my mistakes. la lang. badtrip talaga ngayong college good thing im going to graduate this march. wish ko lang makagraduate.heheheh!

PLM Seminar and Gradpic

Starbucks

wala lang

Christmas is just around the corner now that December 1 na ngayon. Galing ng Philippines ngayon sa SEA games. I just hope na tuloy tuluyin na nila yan sa Olympics sa China sa 2008. Am I right 2008? Whatever.This afternoon I happen to pass on SM Manila and I saw the Salvation Army at front entrance Walang ganong taong namimigay ng donations. Nakakaasar. I think sana sa Glorietta or Greennelt na lang sila nag punta para madami silang makuhang tulong. baka meron din dun. malay ko ba. D pa naman ako nag pupunta uli dun. Yeah I know. Medjo magulo blog ko ngayon kc pati yung isa kong persona nasususlat ko.hehehe!Umuuulan na ng Historian sa National Bookstore sa sm manila. Sana magkaroon din ako nun. Lapit na bday ko kaso d me maghahanda. hehehe!Tinatamad na uli ako ng magtype. kaya tamana. Wish ko may magbigay sa akin ng sususlatan ko. Wala kc akong journal ngayong taon na ito. D ko kc maexpress ng husto feelings ko d2 kc tamad meng mag type.N dapat ipromtu.

Bday ni Fhel

Start:

Dec 9, '05 6:00a

fhel's bday

BDAY LESTER

Start:

Dec 4, '05 5:00a

bday ni lester

BDAY NI JOEY

Start:

Dec 2, '05 5:00a

DEBUT NI JOEY.

Barkada ko

BIRTHDAY

Start:

Dec 30, '05 1:00a

WHAAA!!! ang tanda ko na! bday ko

40 days

Start:	Nov 23, '05 1:00a
Location:	tarlac

40 days of Grandmama

Quiz on PULSE

Start:

Nov 17, '05 1:00a

may Quiz sa pulse!!!

HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE

Rating:	★★
Category:	Movies
Genre:	Kids & Family

I really like reading the Harry Potter books but the movies really didnt match to what I expect. I always watch Harry Potter movies at their opening day. Heck I even stand in line for a long time before I am admitted in. So anyway I watched Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire yeaterday. November 16, 2005. I even pay a handsome fee for the movie ticket. The Goblet of Fire was my favorite book among the six series because of the triwizard tournament. The movie started at 5:10 at end at 7:45. You can compute how long it was. Anyway the movie begin with Harry's dream niagini, voldemort's snake pet. And harry wok up at the Burrow! Imagine in the book Harry was supposed to be fetched by the weasley's family but the movie facing was so fast. Anyway the effects in the quiditch world cup was fantastic though I was SO DISAPPONTED when they did't show the match between Ireland and Blugaria. Its so fast even when the Death Eaters attacked there. Some of the story was far from the book. Vicktor Krum was kinda hot in the movie. I loved the Yule ball. here are some missing parts and characters in the movie:
*Sirius Black.( Sirirus was only there in the fireplace. But in the book he will appear and harry and the rest of the gang will visit him in Hogsmade and in the last chapter when dumbledore will ask MCgonnagal to fetch for a dog. There, Snape will learn that Sirius was an animagus.)
*Winky the house elf(Where the HELL is winky?I think she's kinda important in the movie)
*Dolby the house elf( Doby will be the one who will give harry that gillyweed for the second task not Neville!)
*i WANNA SEE HUNDREDS OF THE HOUSE ELF! Granger will start the SPEW in the goblet of fire right?)
there's so many missing there the sphinx, the reward money and how rita skeeter will quit telling lies coz hermoine got her!
Anyway I rate the move 2star but it can also be 3star coz Danielle is so handsome than ever plus Victor Krum!hehehe!

thoghts of the day

Well few months to go and im done in this forsaken school of mine. Its time to think about the future. To be honest I really want to take another course like business administration or Accounting course and the Ill take up LAW. Yes LAW you read it right. I want to be a lawyer and I dont know why. I remember Ms. Natividad my 4th year teacher in high school saying that I should take up law. And I wonder why she said that thing to me. anyway maybe I have some qualities of a good lawyer. ching. I wanna tell my mom that I want to study again but then again I cannot. She'll be angry to me and mad as hell. Well I consider finding a work after I graduate this comming march but then again there will be a binding contract between me and the company. anyway im trobled these days. My aunt is sick and she's at the hospital right now. I had enough heartache this year. I dont wanna lose another loved ones. Im not over with my grand ma dying. I hope she'll be alright.

My deepest feelings

What a week. My grandmother died last October 15,2005. What a day. October 14, 2005 im doing some overnight at meilan's house doing my compiler. But u know things doesnt really what we want so we play GODTOWER instead. Its fun yeah. I have a finals in OS. Shit so messed up .... doin somethingh....

what a week

ang tagal ko na palang d nakakapagsulat d2. Super busy kasi ako sa
skul. To get updated. Wala na yung P900 kong cell. bago na uli phone ko
nokia 3230 lang. feeling ko kc pasira na yung phone ko kaya pinalitan
ko na. Pero sayang pa rin no? Anyway super daming defense and project
ang aking ginagawa. At least malapit na akong matapos. Bat ganito pag
nagtytype na ako d2 sa blog ko d ko nasusulat yung mga dapat na isulat?

Hay naku

So sup? Im here at an internet shop at the back of sm and they are
using linux here so there are so many progrmans that I needed but they
are not available since microsoft is having raids regarding fake OS.
Ang dami kong problema na d ko masolve ngayon pero alam kong masososlve
ko din yun sa tamang panahon. Anyway ang dami kong dapat isulat pero
nagmamadali na naman ako. I have to go home na and read the books that
I've buy. The devil wears prada and 11 minutes. walal lang sale kc and
dapat kc yung the historian yung bibilhin ko kaso wala n yung
undomestic goddess kaso wala na kong pera. Theres so many good books to
read kaso wala akong perang pambili n wala naman akong mahiraman kc
mostly sila yung nang hihram sa akiin. sana si meilan may magandang
books na mahihiram ko hehehe!

im so tired

OMG im so used these days. There are so many responsibilities that I have to do. There are times when I think why did I run for this kind of position? Wala lang. Kc ang dami ko na talagang ginagawa. I can't balance my time for school, for the council, and for the barangay. Bigla kcng nabuhay yung SK nakakaasar Ching! Well I run because I want to serve my constituents. I want to change the way that the past does in community and in school. I run because I want change. Politician b talaga ang dating?hehehe!You know naman n I want to run as PRESIDENT of the PHILIPPINES d b? hehehe! really I want to, but as I aged I become jaded and parang ang layong maging presidente ako Kaya gusto ko yumaman n lng. Kaya k lng naman gustong maging presidente c ang daming naghhrap tpos feeling k walang gnagawa yung government, which is true. Wala lang.Ang hirap. Bwiset pa yung COMPILER d ko p gngawa defense na!!! Wala akong idedefense. Ma5 b ako? I hope not. Nakakaasar kc walang tumutuong sa akin. Lagi na lang ako.Tolits ba?hehehe. Im so used in school.

Sponge Cola

Microsmith

First tym..

yahoo!! Im writing this journal in my school. Can you believe in PLM??? Gee, ang daya kung kelan ako gragraduate tska lang ako makakahawak ng PC d2. hehehe! At least nakagamit db? Solace has been evading me this past few months. Hmmm... Im not comfortable with this feeling. Got so much to do and think about. Been spreading myself so thinly. Daming work sa school and everything. Wala na akong panahon sa mga bagay bagay. D na nga ako na22log eh! Well, I've found the book that I've been longing to read since I've read an exceprt from it. yung THE HISTORIAN. I've been searching for that book last summer in powerbooks and national but its not there but finally I've seen it yesterday in the most unexpected place. Guess where? In national bookstore in SM San Lazaro!!! Gee, I don't have money to buy it now. But I wish I have. I want to read a good book to relax myself. The last book that I've read is the Harry Potter 6. Which in circulation right now. Yung mga hihiram pumila na! Mahaba na kc yung pila. Wish ko lang maayos ayos pa ang book ko. Yun lang. Borre yung HP4 ko miss na miss ko na!!! papalabas na sa cnema. sana pag nanood ka maalala mong isoli yung book ko. hehehe! tama ba yun?hehehe!

Longest Days

 God, Im so thankful that Im still alive today and typing this blog. This past few weeks I feel so used and abused. Super hectic sa school and everything. Now Im wishing to resign in the council ching! hehehe! Seriously Im so tired. The defense and the intrams nearly break me. There are still projects waiting to be finished but not yet started. Just like the compiler. Hay wala na akong balak gawin pa yun.hehehe! I need to unwind Im so stressed. Im craving for some Ice blend, a massage and a facial. Holy but I dont have any money. Im pennyless these days.Yeah the spelling. Mali na naman. Theres so many things I wanna write but sometimes Im so lazy to type it. The defense is ok. I guess Im lucky that its over. I would like to thank everyone who help me pull that thing off. Everyone who gives me moral support when they feel that Im so down. My family who provided me everything and keeping their patience for the noise and the abuse that my group done in our house. Yeah sorry. Im gonne stop typing here coz I'll do something thats needed to be done. till next tym...

Defense

Start:

Aug 18, '05 1:00a

Whaaaa!!! Defense ko na sa networking. I hope there's no jynx in our house or else im dead! ching!hehehe!!

Intramurals

Start:

Aug 16, '05 8:00a

Our school will be having its intamurals. We are required to wear the shirt that we've bought. Yeah the happy bday color!!!hehehe!

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Books
Genre:	Childrens Books
Author:	J.K. Rowling

Last July 18,2005 I bought the book 6 of J. K. Rowling's best seller book Harry Potter. It was released on July 16 and I really dont want to buy that book at first coz Im planning to buy it later in October or November as a reward to myself. Well anyway I cant seem to wait for October so I rushed to Powerbooks in Greenbelt to buy that book and I can say that it is worth my money. Heck I even cry at the end finding that Snape killed Dumbledore. The book is quite thick than the last installment. There's action, romance and tragedy. All in one.hehehe! I cant wait for the final installment of the book. I guess it will be more darker than the last. I know you wanna borrow my book dont worry its in circulation right now. The line is quite long.hehehe. I hope my book will return to me coz I dont have a single Potter book in my shelves right now!!! Especially my Book 4!!! I missed that book of mine Borre!!!