hmmm....

Thanks be to God at tapos na ang Christmas. masaya naman sya because of family reunion. Kaso dama ko talaga ang pagkawala ni lola at ni lolo.Grabe namimiss ko sila. Namimiss ko din si Inang at si Tita Pong. Grabe ulila na talaga ako sa lolo at lola.Hay..... Drama to the max. I have my interview today at SQME ok nman yung interview ko. Super at ease ako kc ang bait nung interviewer. Kaso nung sinabi ko na pumasa ako sa accenture grabe imbes na ibenta yung company nila binenta yung accenture. Malabo pa ang hinaharap ko. D ko lam kung may job ako pag graduate ko. sana meron. Kc ngayon pa lang me mga tumatawag na. Its up to me choose the best kung saan may carreer growth. Wish ko lang na tama yung mapili ko. Hay....natatakot kc ako na nagsisistawag sila ngayon eh d pa ako makapagdecide kc nga aral pa ako. mamaya paggraduate ko wala na yung offer. E d ala me job. Gusto ko panaman mag work para me matulong me sa family. Kc feeling ko super inutil ko sa kanila. ang tamad tamad ko.hay...

New Album

breaking

December, the month that everybody loves and the month that I feel weird. So many things happen these past few days in me. Im about to break. So many heartache and sometimes I feel I wanna ... I feel I can be better than what I am right now. i can do more and I can be more but I cant because of the people who surrounds me. I wish I can be free of them but I cant. Sometimes the only solution that I can think is to ... and to be reincarnated again. Im like a bottle that full of emotions that I cant show, that I cant express. I cant show my anger to anyone. Eventhough I wanna punch somebody to feel better. I just kept it inside of me. I wanna cry but cant coz people will see. Im writing this to express and channel some of my emotions but I think its much more better in paper. I think its time to buy a diary again and write. its december 22 and im buying gifts for my mom and sis. But the gifts that I want for them is out of stock. Hayyy... Companies start calling me for an interview and I have to decide this week if Im gonna accept that training. I dunno if I will. hay... December. People are so hypocrite. Im so cynic... Im not this. I used to be a happy person but now I always feel sad and lonely. College change me. And I hate it. If I can go turn back time I think I'll go back in HS. Probably 2nd year and start correcting my mistakes. la lang. badtrip talaga ngayong college good thing im going to graduate this march. wish ko lang makagraduate.heheheh!

PLM Seminar and Gradpic

Starbucks

wala lang

Christmas is just around the corner now that December 1 na ngayon. Galing ng Philippines ngayon sa SEA games. I just hope na tuloy tuluyin na nila yan sa Olympics sa China sa 2008. Am I right 2008? Whatever.This afternoon I happen to pass on SM Manila and I saw the Salvation Army at front entrance Walang ganong taong namimigay ng donations. Nakakaasar. I think sana sa Glorietta or Greennelt na lang sila nag punta para madami silang makuhang tulong. baka meron din dun. malay ko ba. D pa naman ako nag pupunta uli dun. Yeah I know. Medjo magulo blog ko ngayon kc pati yung isa kong persona nasususlat ko.hehehe!Umuuulan na ng Historian sa National Bookstore sa sm manila. Sana magkaroon din ako nun. Lapit na bday ko kaso d me maghahanda. hehehe!Tinatamad na uli ako ng magtype. kaya tamana. Wish ko may magbigay sa akin ng sususlatan ko. Wala kc akong journal ngayong taon na ito. D ko kc maexpress ng husto feelings ko d2 kc tamad meng mag type.N dapat ipromtu.

Bday ni Fhel

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Dec 9, '05 6:00a

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BDAY LESTER

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Dec 4, '05 5:00a

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BDAY NI JOEY

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Dec 2, '05 5:00a

DEBUT NI JOEY.

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