Thursday, March 23, 2006

Insecurities

Yeah I admit I have insecurities. Most of the people naman meron nyan. La lang. Hay... days are passing away and malapit na yung graduation and still I have no job. I dont want to be an unemployed. Ive been a parasite for quite some time for my parents.Wish I could find a job that will suits me. Anyway I will not have a job unless I act now. Sa dami kong ginagawa sa school d ko naayos yung resume ko at makapagpass sa mga companies dahil nga sa mga responibilities ko sa school. Tulad ngayon, Im the head organizer for the coming design project xhibit on March 27 and 28. Ako nag aayos dun. Kaya wala tlaga akong time. Im happy naman sa mga ginagawa ko kc yun nga malaki yung tiwala sa akin ng mga prof ko sa school. They beleive na kaya kong gawin n pamunuan yung mga COE students. My stomach is still full sa kinain namin ng mga cousins ko sa Congo Grille. Walang paltos pagkumain kami dun laging lumalaki yung tyan ko. hehehe! By the way, yesterday I got a chance to chat with my aunt and asked me waht do I want as a graduation gift. Of course I didnt answer instead my younger brother answer for me and asked for a car. Surely d akobibigyan nun. Hehehe! I want a PS3 kaso d pa naman available yun sa market. Tpos gusto ko din ng bagong Laptop kc nag shashare kami d2 ng mga kapatid ko. Bigayan mode. Minsan kasi sabay sabay kaming may dapat gawin d nakakagawa yung iba paunahan sa pag gamit. And may bago na kasing labas na Centrino eh. Dual Centrino. Malamang maganda yun. Tpos gagawin kong 2GB yung memory para astig pag lumabas yung Windows Vista and Office 2007 pamatay ang laptop ko! hehehe! Wishful thinking. Libre lang naman mangarap.hehehe!

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Guilty

Finaly tapos na yung defense. It turns out to be okey. Not just okey but a GREAT! yeah as in capital letters. Before the defense I said to my groupmates that Im not nervous. La lang ang weirdo nga eh. D man lang ako kinabahan samantalang dati super kabado ako pagnagdedefense pero nung MArch 16 d man lang talaga ako kinabahan. Sabi ko nga pakabahin nman nila ako kahit konti. Ayun ok nga yung defense. Thanks sa lahat ng sumuporta. Anyway matagal ng nangyari yun. Ngayon nag aayos ako ng clearance. Correction d pala clearance kasi im an officer kaya matagal ko pa bago maayos yung clearance ko. Inaayos ko pala yung exhibit ng mga design projevts namin kasi gusto ng prof ko na iexhibit yung mga yun. Im still having an eye rest for one hour kasi ayaw akong tingnan ng doctor kasi suot ko contact lens ko kaya pinatanggal muna bago ako sukatan uli. D naman eye rest matatawag to kc nakaharap ako sa monitor.hehehe! Wala na kong pera!!! Naubos na sa defense! Now I know the feeling of a hole in a pocket. Grabe pagtitipid ko ngayon. D na ako nagcacafe. Kelan ba yung huling cafe ko? Sa CBTL yun nung kasama ko ata si Dots. Libre yun kc complete ko na yung pink card ko. D na rin ako nakakapag sine kc dami gawa n la pera. Kabibili ko nga pala ng season 4 na smallville na DVD. 320 yun. Tpos bumili dina ko ng solution sa contact lens. Tanga talaga ako dapat pala nag canvass muna ako. Mas mura pala sa EO. Hay sayang yung 15 pesos ko.hehehe! maya balik na ako sa Manila Eye Doctor. Ano kaya yung bagong grade ko? Malamang Tumaas uli tong grade ko. hayyyy....

Thursday, March 16, 2006

SURVEY

1.Where have you been hours ago?
* sa skul katatapos mag defense!

2. What do you wanna be called?
* diane, diana, richelle, chelle

3. do you like your name?
* oo naman

4. can you remember what you did on the first
day of school?
* inutusan akong magwalis

5. what do you want to be ten years from now?
* poweful, influential and super rich

6. what song are u listening to right now?
* yung kanta ng aqualung sa a lot like love

7. at what age did you first learn to use a pc?
* grade 4 to be exact, may PC na ako nun. Ang laki nung floppy! hehehe!

8. have you ever eaten any exotic food ?
*alam ko oo

9. what is the last illness that you have?
*sakit sa tyan. Pero yung pinaka grabe yung nagka hepa ako.

10. do you like listening to rap music?
* depende

11. have you ever thought of driving the train?
* now u have given me the idea...

12. what did you do last November 1 2005?
* went to my lolo n lola's resting place

13. which do you prefer? rainy dayz or sunny
day?
* RAINY DAYS!!!!

14. when was the last time you browsed the
bible?
* d ko na matandaan eh.Pero I read it pag trip ko.

15. what perfume/cologne do you have?
* madami. Yung gamit ko ngayon is GUCCI RUSH2, TOMMY GIRL, HAPPY TO BE, PLEASURES(kalimot ko anung version), tpos assorted na VICTORIAS SECRET and BATH AND BODY WORKS. Tpos kalimot ko yung iba sa sobrang dami.

16. what is the brand of your first wristwatch?
* SWATCH! Tinatapon nga lang namin yung SWATCH namin nung bata kami pag wala ng battery. Mahal pala yun. sayang, dami na sana naming collection nun!

17. look at your back. what did you see?
* my desktop PC.

18. say something about the person who gave
you this survey...
* kinuha ko lang to kay meibelle

19. do you sing while you are taking a bath?
* minsan... pero most of the time nagmumuni muni ako n kinakausap ko sarili ko.hehehe. baliw!

21. your last dream that you remembered?
* I havent sleept well these past few weeks dahil sa despro ko.

22. what do you usually say when you meet a
friend?
* I made a body contact and say hi! yun eh pag nakita ko sya. Sa labo ng mata ko hindi ko mapapansin na nandyan sya kung d nya ako babatiin or kung kasama ko yung sis ko malamang makikita ko sya.

23. do you agree on the saying "to forgive is to
forget"?
* no. Matandain akong tao eh. You're forgiven but not forgotten.

24.can you ride on a bicycle?
* YUP!

25. last thing you held before using the
computer?
* yung bag ng laptop ko

26. Where is that place you always dreamed of?
* a foreign place with a small apartment

27. When was the last time your tears fell?
* madali akong umiyak eh. siguro kahapon, kc namiss ko auntie ko.

28. are you goin to leave your parents in time??
* i dont know.. I have plans to work abroad kaso lang mamimiss ko family ko.

29. How do you say you are sorry to a person
you have hurt before?
* sorry... To be honest I rarely used that word kc pag may kasalanan ako iniiwasan ko yung taong yun n d ako nagsasalita kc nahihiya ako.

30. at what age are you ready to get married?
* I dont know...

31. SM o Robinsons?
* ang kapitbahay kong SM!

32. First person to run to if you are depressed?
* There is someone I want to run to kaso nahihiya ako so I rather keep it to myself. Sa diary ko na lang sinusulat. Minsan sa blog ko.

34. who is the person u txtd last?
* yung kagroup ko sa defense si Jammie.

35. What was your worst flood experience?
* UPCAT test! walang tatalo. Memorable yun super!

36. Are you happy at this point of your life?
* I dont know. Moody kc ako eh. Sometimes I feel so lonely and empty. Sometimes Cloud9 ako. d ko alam...

37. What do you want to eat tomorrow?
*cant really think of foods right...busog pa kc ako..hehehe!

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Overnyt

Overnyt at jaja's haws to do the design project documentation. But for me walng kwenta yung overnyt. Wala naman akong napala eh. Nagawa ba yung docu? Hindi kasi topak yung yahoo mail sa laptop ko eh. And besides isang pc lang yung gamit namin which is my laptop. Eh lima kami sa group so isa lang yung makakagawa and medjo tamad pa ako.Wala ngang nagawa!hehehehe! Tamad nga talaga ako ngayon kasi may pasok ngayon sa pulse hindi ako pumasok.hehehe! magaling na student. dapat tularan. I feel so sad nung last tuesday d ko alam kung bakit. talaga hindi mo alam? yeah alam ko pero ayaw ko lang iadmit d2. Sa diary, nakaulat na yun. hay ano kaya mangyayari pag nanakaw yung diary ko?hehehe! I remember the 11th minute book of Paulo Coelho. a prostitute girl which keeps a diary. La lang. Parang ganun din ks yung entry ko sa diary ko eh. Lumayo na tuloy ang sinusulat ko.hehehe! My favorite month na pala. MArch. Ever wonder why? Because tuwing March there is excitement in the air. Lalo na pag malapit na yung mga pasahan ng projects and finals week na. Daming emotions na nagkalat. Tapos pagkuhanan ng ng classcard. NAku mas masaya! There re those who cheeering for their triumph and there are those crying for their failure. la lang. gustong gusto kong nagmamasid ng mga itsura ng mga tao sa PLM pag kuhanan ng classcard.

Monday, March 6, 2006

Conting the days

start of the coundown to the doom. March 16 is the day to remember. Parang Remember, remember the 5th of November. V for Vendetta ba itech? hehehe! These past few days rather weeks I have no life! Totoo yan! Sa buong araw wala akong ginagawa kundi naqkaupo at magbantay. Tpos magpuyat to the max tuwing gabi. Tpos magising ng maaga sa umaga. And the cycle goes on and on. Hay kelan kaya matatapos to? malamang sa March 17! hehehe! pagnatapos yung defense ko magrerelax na ako ng konti. Konti lang kasi I have to find work. Madaming nakapilang dapat bilhin. Anyway to start the list I would want a PS3 paglabas nito sa market. grabe masyado na akong left behind sa mga games. Samantalang nung High school ako halos lahat ng RPG nalaro ko especially yung Final Fantasy series. Nakakamiss and HS life....walang ginawa kundi magsaya,magbasa ng pketbuks, manood ng tv and animes, at mag PS hanggang madaling araw at matulog sa class ni Ms. Natty at ni mS. Coralles at malate lagi sa class ni Tare.. Hay naku pagnaaalala ko talaga si Tare nag iinit pa rin ang ulo ko sa ginawa nya sa akin at lagi nyang pagpapalabas sa akin tuwing late ako. Kaasar!hehehe!

Casanova

Rating:★★★
Category:Movies
Genre: Romantic Comedy
Its about the story of the most famous womanizer in the 17th century named Giacono Casanova which fell in love with an intelligent and strong willed woman name Francesca. I was wondering why its got a R rating when there is no exposure. Maybe because of the scene at the convent? Anyway I thought I will fall in love with this movie but no im not and Im disappointed. I should have watched Brokeback Mountain rather than watching Casanova. But not a waste of time coz the setting and the costume is good. There are part that are funny but not that it will make you laugh. Just wait for the DVD or VCD of this movie and try other movies that are worth of your 100+bucks!hehehe!

Wednesday, March 1, 2006

Ash Wednesday

Start of sacrificing. anyway yesterday I was hurt so bad. nadulas ako sa sahig namin habang papunta sa ref. Ang sakit kaya. I fell flat on my ass. Grabe ang sakit. Hanggang ngayon nga ang sakit. anyway katulad yun nung nagyari sa mom ko. Kaya hanggang ngayon naglalaba sya ng nakatayo kasi d sya makaupo ng maayos. Yun nga nadulas ako, tpos nagalit sya super. She asked me if I was hurt. Isnt it obvious that I was hurt coz I am crying. anyway im a crybaby. I told her I was not hurt my ego is just wounded.hehehe. I didnt tell her that it hurts coz magagalit yun to the max. Tinitiis ko nalang yung sakit hanggang ngayon. paunahan na lang kaming gumaling.hehehe!