Thoughts

Time to take some reflection, am I really doing what is right for me or not? I know my answer Im not. Nyahahaha. I really want to resign on my current job right now. Im not that happy na. Dont know when I started to feel this but everyday its like a drag to wake up and push myself out of the house and go to the office. What drives me to continue...nothing. Just an empty shell na naman. Did I make the wrong choice? Anyway, whatever. Christmas season is nearing. Have to prepare gifts for my cousins and inaanak. This is the time of the year that I have to go to every mall and buy some clothes to wear. Minsan sapilitan pa. hehehe! Kaasar everytime na dadaan ako sa gateway nakikita ko yung dream watch ko na Philip Stein. Wala lang lagi lang ako nakatitig. I can buy that watch everytime I wanted to kaso lang feeling ko madami na naman akong critics na matatangap kung kanikanino. Sasabihin why do I have to spend 55K for just a watch. Naalala ko dati nung bumili kami ng watch ni sister na 9K dami sinabi ng classmates n friends ko tungkol sa pagiging magastos ko. The hell, d naman ako nagnanakaw. Basta new year is coming have to make a decision to stay or not.

what come around...

Destiny as I can say it or fate maybe. Last week I won a passport cover in our company and on the same day my cousin from the state calls and urging me and my sister to apply for a passport coz we are going to the states next year!!! Imagine! Gosh IM GOING TO STATES THIS COMING 2007!!! Kahit na extra lang ako masaya na ako. The original plan kasi sis May lang dapat ang pupunta sa states para madaling makahanap ng job dun kaso ayun nasali na ako. nyahahaha! sana pumasa agad si sister sa board para makaalis kami agad. Then yesterday the bag that we have just won from the TechU from Trend has been given to us. Its a laptop bag and imagine...as soon as I went home I discover that my mom BOUGHT A NEW TOSHIBA LAPTOP!!! Grabe talaga..imagine...one thing leads to another, ang saya saya. Pero sana APPLE laptop na lang yung binili ni mother. Kasi Toshiba na nga yung laptop na gamit namin tpos same brand pa din yung binili. yun lang.hehehe!