Thoughts

Time to take some reflection, am I really doing what is right for me or not? I know my answer Im not. Nyahahaha. I really want to resign on my current job right now. Im not that happy na. Dont know when I started to feel this but everyday its like a drag to wake up and push myself out of the house and go to the office. What drives me to continue...nothing. Just an empty shell na naman. Did I make the wrong choice? Anyway, whatever. Christmas season is nearing. Have to prepare gifts for my cousins and inaanak. This is the time of the year that I have to go to every mall and buy some clothes to wear. Minsan sapilitan pa. hehehe! Kaasar everytime na dadaan ako sa gateway nakikita ko yung dream watch ko na Philip Stein. Wala lang lagi lang ako nakatitig. I can buy that watch everytime I wanted to kaso lang feeling ko madami na naman akong critics na matatangap kung kanikanino. Sasabihin why do I have to spend 55K for just a watch. Naalala ko dati nung bumili kami ng watch ni sister na 9K dami sinabi ng classmates n friends ko tungkol sa pagiging magastos ko. The hell, d naman ako nagnanakaw. Basta new year is coming have to make a decision to stay or not.